July 7, 2010
Unpredictability.
Eat me
In the space
Within my heart
Love you for God
Love you for the Mother
The expression upon the face of the world resides as a free laggy component of our emotions. Droning away at the continuation of our mere existence. Droning away at instability that we call our lives.
We cannot move, anymore. For as our life halters on the rest of the world sorta, goes a little bit faster. It calls us, to freedom, to self expression and happiness.
We are one force full of fear and self deception. We don’t know ourselves, for who is without an unexplored sector.
We ramble as the suns rays warm up our lips and the heat dances upon our saliva.
Our hands continue to tremble, the continue to long for pressure. They want something wrapped around them, squeezing the life out of them as we use them to curl up for sleep.
Nothing wants to be forever anymore. But when did forever exist in the past?
Forever never existed. The only possibility is that there wont be a possible outcome, a predictable outcome. We never know what’s going to happen. That’s unfortunately the fantastic unpredictability of life. Whether we hate it or not is one thing. Should we learn to love it? Should we learn to believe it? Should we learn to ignore it?
We should learn to stop learning!
The thought of learning and the mere act of learning raises us in the belief that our life is in fact predictable, we have a chance to know what’s around the corner with the evidence that someone in the past did it, so follow what they do and more than likely you’ll have the same outcome. But in the off chance that we might stuff up and it doesn’t go to plan then they say, well it’s a different time, a different set of rules. Sorry we didn’t tell you.
Don’t fall for the traps set by our society. As structured as it may appear there is still room for an earthquake to occur. There is still room for someone of an unconceivable behavior just waiting around the corner where you’ll have no idea until they have made themselves very well known.
Don’t be afraid of this. At least believe that we were made to cope with this. If a bazillion people suffered through this thing called life and made it all the way to the grave in the knowledge that they gave it their best shot and was happy with the life they left behind, whats to say that another bazillion, including us can do it too?
Sure the stakes are raised, the wall that we must climb over taller, but what’s history without a challenge that will beat the ones that occurred within the past?
That’s all their motivations are you know. Just making us look better than those before us.
If they were as smart as they proclaim they should just give up and put two and two together and just say, oh well, they are gonna beat us anyway, they got time on their side.
Which says another thing, whoever has time on their side IS the winner.
Whoever comes after what has come will undoubtedly strive to achieve higher than the one before them. Its only human, right?
So when your sitting in a chair in a starbucks coffee lounge with two empty seats next to you and someone asks “Is this seat taken?” say “No” with a charming smile and embrace that unpredictable nature of the world because even you, yes you, can have a moment of random happiness in this city of strangers.
Thanks for Reading,
Jacob xo
